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Post by jaysoncesta on May 16, 2004 19:26:47 GMT -5
::he gasped feeling her pain awaken. he then quickly wrapped his arms around her to comfort her as much as possible as his violet hues faded and no longer glowed. indeed dying for someone you love is a powerful thing but if not done for the right person the life was wasted tears came to his eyes seeing how horrible that was he now saw everything in her past. ((read your site)) he now understood where she came from and how she got here:: i am so sorry ::tears rolled down his cheeks as his violet hues kept in contact with her eyes he finally got her to admit her pain now it was time for her to recover and he was going to help her do just that:: i know how difficult it is to get over something like this but i will be willing to help you if you try:: still her sad story kept him teary eyed::
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Post by LadyGelinaGrey on May 16, 2004 22:49:35 GMT -5
::the minute she felt him enfold her in his arms, soft sobs escaped her. she never delt with what had happened between her and Ryu, nor did she even try too. she just shoved it down and tried to move on with her life, not letting it affect who she was, or what she did. but it had been affecting her. all her relationships after Ryu had failed. she simply figured if she ignored it, it would go away. she buried her face in his chest and whimpered softly, her face soaked with tears. she was frightened...vulnerable...feeling like a child again alone in the dark. why she let Jayson see her this way she would never know. he was the first and he would be the last::
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Post by jaysoncesta on May 17, 2004 18:58:10 GMT -5
::he could feel more of her pain and perhaps he wondered if she felt cursed or something after all of that. he smiled yet still tears in his eyes. he placed one hand on her chin making her look up into his eyes his voice sounded soft and caring:: i promise you it wont happen again not while i am still here ::he leaned down close to her face as he closed his violet hues slowly while his soft pale lips pressed up against hers softly forming a soft kiss hoping it would distract her from her pain or make it better he slowly pulled away but still not far from her when his violet hues opened again they seemed to be showing love at this point, but he never showed it to others like this. this was different::
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Post by LadyGelinaGrey on May 17, 2004 19:30:55 GMT -5
::as he lifted her face up to his, she opened her eyes. hearing him promise that was what she longed to hear, but was it really possible? no one had ever kept that promise to her:: <w>...you promise...? ::why would he be able to now? his kiss was a welcoming distraction. she was beginning to loose herself in him, hoping that he was what she had been looking for all this time. she tried to pull her emotions back, hold them at bay, but everything was out now and she was wide open, a vulnerable target. god help her if he hurt her, or anyone else for that matter. for if they did, death would surely rear it's ugly head::
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Post by jaysoncesta on May 17, 2004 19:37:42 GMT -5
::he smiled and repeated his answer in a soft whisper:: i promise or may lighting strike down upon me and kill me ::he held her close waiting for her to think he wondered if he was the first to really affect her in this way inside he felt his heart pounding indeed he never felt this way before he liked it butn he wasnt so sure on how much better this loving feeling could be. he hoped it would be better than what he dreamed::
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Post by LadyGelinaGrey on May 18, 2004 9:16:34 GMT -5
::being so close to him, she could feel his heart beating in his chest. she pulled back slightly and looked up at him, though he wasn't much taller than she:: I don't know how to do this... :: she had no clue. she didn't know how to go about any of this. what she felt from him was genuine, she had no doubt, but the circumstances surrounding them could prove to be disasterous. that is what she feared. she feared that if she gave in, she would have to deal with a new pain, not having even taken the time to deal with what she was feeling now:: Jayson... ::he had told her he loved her the other night, and she wasn't sure how to deal with it. she harbored feelings for him, but held back, just knowing that going on past history, that if she gave in she would only get hurt, no matter how many promises were made:: ..forgive me for being hesitant. But as you now know...this scares the hell outta me...
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Post by jaysoncesta on May 19, 2004 9:54:39 GMT -5
::he sighed softly:: ok i understand maybe i should be slower until are trust between each other is much more stronger and i know i have awoken something that needs to be delt with right away:: his violet hues looked down to the floor for a few moments thinking that it made sence of why she didnt trust him with her history and everything but what really bothered him was that he told her that he loved her but she didnt say anything about it but the kiss she gave back after he kissed her the first time he always thought actions spoke louder than words, but maybe this case did make this statement true he wouldnt know he would just hold her close while she went through her inner conflicts::
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