What does it all mean?

[LadyGelinaGrey]

Hmm, the title of this thread. "What does it all mean?" ...Well, I'll tell you what it means. It means that I will no longer be posting on these boards. Not as Shari, not as Solace, not as Lina. Like Rowan I am done. Obviously people can't handle an outspoken person and don't know when to stop causing shit. I am done being everyone's target and I am done trying to point out the obvious to everyone that lives with their heads in the clouds. You want to live there where you think it's all peaches and cream? You go right ahead. I have tried and tried to defend this kingdom and it's people, and what do I get for it? "you're a bitch, you just get angry and defensive, you "plow" over people, you're too harsh" well ya know what? That's me. You don't like it there's the door. We were actually having fun on the boards lately with happy threads and posts. And all it took was one person to screw it all up. Oh! Did I say that out loud? Yup, I sure as hell did! I don't care anymore. Everyone can bite me. I'm just gonna play Solace and live happily ever after. You don't like it? Too damn bad. Build a bridge and get over it...and yourselves for that matter. Cya around. But not on here.

[Nym Zeal]

I accept if some things cannot be fixed. I accept if things really do not involve me. I am still new in Goldenmyst. I don't have any clue of what y'all are going on about. It is reminiscent of my GC days... I remember and miss so many of my original rp friends. They are still around but rather than joining yet another group of theirs that I would get attached to before they yanked it away and started someplace else, I'm here. I picked the Wintercourts and the worlds surrounding it over my past, my fond memories and those magical firsts in my RP.

I'm one of those people remembered now. Part of the good old days of something that is changing and, in their case probably, falling to bits. I think that that is fine though. I think that they will continue to play with one another or in new places with new, exciting plots to be had. I just hope that I do not lose those friends in the process.

Those people who leave by choice, or circumstance, we have to let them go. The past is only beautiful when you look back because you can conveniantly forget what bickering there was then, what problems and what tears were cried. You remember the fun, wonderful moments and thats how it should be. So long as it doesn't make us look at the very real present and become destructive.

I heard, or rather Nym heard, about Maggie and Gelina far before meeting them. Now that I know the muns, consider them friends and have rped with them in the past... I understand why. I'd hate to lose both their opinions on these boards.

[Lady Desari]

Well now that all the losers around here have finally gotten my sister pissed to the point that she will not post on the boards I hope you all a fricken happy...What a shame that people can not handle a womans intelligence and thoughts...Must really scare the crap out of some of you...Am I being nice? No...Do I care? F**k no...Maybe if some of you attacked you IRL problems the way you attack someones words on a message board your life wouldn't suck...

PS Sorry Kyle for losing my temper #nosmileys

[Nym Zeal]

I don't think the majority of the boards are losers. In fact, I like to think there are other strong, intelligent and opinionated women on here that understand exactly how Shari feels. Maybe it was more a clashing of like minds this time than opposites? Either way, it was both Rowan and Shari's individual choices to cease posting and even my bait on the movie didn't tempt Shari into comments. Don't think I haven't thought of laying out traps for the both of them just to see how long they would hold up against replying.

Except I know they could just go to me with their responses. The boards started as a good thing, I suppose, and personally I am determined that they remain a good thing. They've had their twists and turns but they are ours, aren't they? What it all goes down to is just that... they are ours to post, to read or to abandon. To each their own. Shari is not leaving us. She is not throwing her hands up and admitting defeat. She has decided to focus on her RP and not have her feelings wrung through here anymore. I am proud of them both, really, for making the choices that they as individuals needed to make. Maybe Rowan couldn't only half be here anymore, and maybe Shari realized that people were always going to push her into fights and bickering. It sometimes takes more to push yourself away from something destructive to you than it takes to brave it through.

On that note... me and my carpal tunnel ridden hands are going to stop posting now. I only wish I had Shari's will power... or perhaps I have plenty of willpower but am just too stubborn to apply it?

[Someone who has had enough]

What does it all mean??? I will tell you what it means. It means that as a mun I have f**king had enough of the lies and the backstabbing. Tired of the whiners and crybabies that infest GM. You don't like GM then get the hell out. Who needs you? I don't. Nether does my char. If you all want me to start pointing fingers and telling eveyones dirty little secrets I will.

Rowen how dare you attack Shari. She was and is the one stable char that has been thru hell and back. Not only for GM but for others in GM. Including me.

Alan. All I can say is two words. Lying loser. Go peddle your crap someplace else.

Oh and no words can even begin to describe Jamie and his sick mind. I noticed he has not been around on the boards. Hopefully he got the hint that no one really cares.

I could go on but what really is the point. No one cares about anyone but them selves. But for those that REALLY care abou GM and don't feel its going to hell I am posting the following song lyrics. Maybe everyone will get the hint but ya know what? I doubt it.


Circling your, circling your, circling your head,
Contemplating everything you ever said
Now I see the truth, I got doubt
A different motive in your eyes and now I’m out
See you later
I see your fantasy, You want to make it a reality paved in gold
See inside, Inside of our heads (yeah)
Well now that’s over
I see your motives inside, decisions to hide

Back off I’ll take you on
Headstrong to take on anyone
I know that you are wrong
Headstrong we’re Headstrong
Back off I’ll take you on
Headstrong to take on anyone
I know that you are wrong and this is not where you belong

Conclusions manifest, your first impressions got to be your very best
I see you’re full of shit, and that’s alright
That’s how you play, I guess you’ll get through every night
Well now that’s over
I see your fantasy, you want to make it a reality paved in gold
See inside, inside of our heads (yeah) Well now that’s over
I see your motives inside, decisions to hide

[Kolava]

That's a good song to listen to while making an angry post. Maybe now we can put on some Mozart and actually try to solve a problem or two?

Just a thought.

[Des to lazy to log in]

Classical...Not a bad choice...How about Vanessa Mae...She puts a little twist on it...I think you would like her Lava...::sips her coffee and goes to look at the other posts::

[TheBear]

I was not going to post to this when I read it earlier, but I think I will anyway.

What happened between Rowan and Shari is between them. It should not have happened on the boards. None the less. It is between them.

Post what you like here, but I would appreciate it if you didn't email it to Rowan. She does not visit this board any more, and its one stress she doesn't need right now.

And directly to you "Someone" Shari is a person a real live person not a character.


Thank you.

[Nym Zeal]

Good grief, was that actually emailed to Rowan?

Kolava mun is right. I understand wishing to be protective of Shari. I adore her. If there is ever anything wrong then I know she'll listen. So will Rowan, actually. I think it unfortunate that two wonderful people with equally strong albeit conflicting personalities are having troubles between the two of them. I have also heard it from both of them and you know what... they handle it like the women I know them to be. Which means that neither actually bad mouthed the other to me. Yes, things aren't really good but there is still respect there. They are both a source of strength and guidance for me. The role of listener is typically mine, so having to be the one leaning isn't always easy for me.

Hopefully they will give things time to cool off and work it out between the two of them. In the meantime though, they are my friends. I do not like seeing their personal business drug further out on the boards. Even if it is with the best of intentions, I do not think it benefits either of them to have it stretched further and turned into a numerous page argument. Rather, let us try to avoid the same thing happening between ourselves. When there is a problem, go to that person (IMs or email... privately) and try to understand where they are coming from in their own heads. It is a good lesson for us all to learn in life in general. Why not start practicing it online with one another. Sometimes I think our characters interact more kindly with one another than their muns do. Isn't that a shame?

I'm going to go play with my rocks now.

[Shari]

Ok, breaking my silence here. God damn I hate when you people get stupid!

What everyone saw on this thread between Rowan and I was nothing. Some of it got 'aired' but not all of it. The rest was discussed through emails.

Now, I know who "The Bear" is. It's her fiance'.

And for him to post on these boards is a feat in itself. He hates what rp has done to her. I know what it's done to her.

As of now, I am asking Kyle to lock this thread. Enough is enough. Rowan is in the hospital and she's not well. And Nym was right. It wasn't a knock down drag'em out cat fight. We disagreed. It happens. Not all of us are "sheeple" and conform.

With that said, I am going back into my hiatus from these troublemaking, migraine giving, nothing better to do with your life boards.

Stupid people shouldn't breathe. It would saves those of us smarts ones from having to learn CPR.