Confirmation

[silkilvin]

In the hopes of getting rid of the tons of IMs I am getting from folks, I want to verify and clarify a few things.

1. To those of you who have actually interacted with my character, and who give a rats bum about whats going on....thank you for caring.

2. To those who are simply curious. I owe you nothing, but I will say my peace here.

YES, I am leaving AOL. Its not something I can control, but its happening. NO, I am not a child being punished by my parents. I am involved in litigation with AOL and using their service is detrimental to my case. Its something I can not control.

I WILL have AIM, and will be roleplaying on AIM.

I will be signing on to this screen name to transfer links and what not, as well as talk to a few people that I am working with to create an AIM guild.

So please refrain from IMing me to say that "I thought you were dead." Please, if you didn't have time to get to know my character and play with me before spare me your commentary.

Anyone who knows me at all (and there are several) knows that I do not do drama for the sake of drama. When I pull a character away, its for damned good reason. I don't kill my characters on a whim. Sil is the first one I have ever killed off.

My four year anniversay with KoGM is coming up. Maggie was a steadfast fixture for a great deal of that time, and even though I don't play her in the kingdom on any sort of a consistant basis, there are bits of her there. The kingdom Nursery was primarily started or maintained by Maggie, and if you have ever eaten a honeycake, or been in the healers hall you will again see a touch of her. Those were things Maggie added. Maggie was once a kingdom adviser, she was a DC. Drama got to me, and my real life became more important than my roleplay so little by little she faded away. I still play her. Thank gods Kyos mun is understanding of my schedule, and when we can't play we talk. I am also lucky enough to share my life with a fellow gamer.

I could not leave Sil dangling. Since I was told that its not possible to play a queen on AIM, nor was there any real reason that Nicho would have broken up with her, I was relieved when the opportunity came up that I could give her a dignified end. It is an end that leaves no hope of returning. No chance of being rezzed. There are no loose ends. Her spirit is with her uncle, her baby brother, her cousin, her grandmother, and her goddess.

Sil and Nicho had real chemistry. I think a lot of it is because Kyle and I are friends outside of RP. We play well off each other. The same is true of Kia and Sil. They were so much fun together. Again that goes to a real friendship.

This end allows Nicho to move on. It allows for real growth between any potential queen and him...with out worry that "his great love" will return.

So if you were part of the rumor mill that hit me a few nights ago, and you presume that you had anything to do with my killing Sil off....you give yourself too much credit. You may have done Kyle and I a favor and forced us to speed up the inevitable....but thats it.

[Kolava]

Thank you for clearing that up, I did care about Sil and am glad to finally have a geniune explanation of the situation from the one person it matters coming from.

But, I am curious, exactly what was the issue with AOL that started all of this?

[SIl Kilvin]

I have to say thank you though to the assasian. Sil could not have gone without dignity had it not been for her.

[Sil Kilvin]

I also want to clarify. Though gods know why.....that this was an asassian, but the details were worked out before rp began. As I said, it was my intention to give a clean break to the storyline and a dignified end to a character that I loved dearly.

[Trinity]

Let's try this again. The maturity level just dropped a few notches. Thank you again to Sil mun. It was a pleasure helping you in your quest for peace and freedom. Good Luck to you.

[AKA Rowan]

I am pushing this up toward the top of the list again since The Seer saw fit to bring my name into the fray. Quite frankly, I don't see what the issue is with this person. Fine you don't like what he says. So why not just type, "I don't like what you say." What did The Seer do or say that was so wrong, and so hurtful?

I am shocked that there is so much anger directed at someone who simply pointed out something that I have witnessed.

Why am I posting here when Maggie left the kingdom, and Sil is dead? Maybe I have no right to, but what I see is people that I have "known" for four years hurting. Gods its heart breaking.

I don't presume to speak for any of them, but what I know is that things are the saddest I think I have ever seen them. Shari, you are stronger than you give yourself credit for. Paul, you were right as always. Anthony, it was cool watching you grow up in this kingdom. Carebear, you know I love you. Kyle, I hope that we are still able to talk in IM from time to time.

To everyone else....have fun.

To The Seer....I am not sure what to say to you. Perhaps your fault is that you know too much.

[LadyGelinaGrey]

To The Seer....I am not sure what to say to you. Perhaps your fault is that you know too much.

I think that is what put people on edge to begin with. But my feelings have changed towards the Seer for various reasons that I will not reveal. I accept the Seers apology that was given to me in another thread. I have done what I needed to do regardless of what anyone has said here in the past few days. I am moving on. Hopefully others will choose to follow.