Post by calypsolothar on Mar 16, 2010 10:28:01 GMT -5
Laying on her side, she could see the first rays of dawn trying to peek their way through the drawn curtains of her room. She barely moved these days; preferring to lay in bed. She knew he would be angry with her for the way she had been acting but she just couldn't seem to pull her self out of the depression of his death. It felt as if a part of her soul was missing. Her left hand laid on her stomach, swollen with their son, her wedding ring still on her finger. Sighing she pushed her self up and sat on the edge of the bed. Running her hands over her face, she got off the bed and made her way to the bathroom. Standing in front of the mirror, the depression showed. Her hair hung limp, dark circles made her brown hues almost black. For a fleeting second, she thought a bath would help. To hell with it.
Making her way down the stairs, her mind went over the afternoon at the castle. His mother had not said one word to her, his father had pitied no one but him self and his brother had said the most vile things to her. The room had cleared out and she had been left alone with him. She sat there, held his hand and talked to him. The servants had looked at her, thinking she had lost her mind. In truth she still hadn't wrapped her mind around it. He was gone and there was nothing she could do. Never had she felt so helpless. So hopeless. Some time had gone by when a maid had suggested she go and lay down. Thinking it would be best for the baby, she had moved to one of the over stuffed sofa's, laid down and instantly fallen asleep. When she had woken up, his body was gone. She didn't even want to know. She had gone to their room, packed her things and left the castle that night. Not once had she gone back.
The hot water was boiling as she relived that day. Making her self some tea, she put the pot, her mug and a plate of crackers on the tray. Carrying it back upstairs, she placed the tray on the night stand and crawled back in bed. Propping her self up, she reached for her mug, sipped her tea and rested her hand on her stomach. Soon she would give birth and knew that she would have to pull it together but for right now, she wanted to be left alone.
Making her way down the stairs, her mind went over the afternoon at the castle. His mother had not said one word to her, his father had pitied no one but him self and his brother had said the most vile things to her. The room had cleared out and she had been left alone with him. She sat there, held his hand and talked to him. The servants had looked at her, thinking she had lost her mind. In truth she still hadn't wrapped her mind around it. He was gone and there was nothing she could do. Never had she felt so helpless. So hopeless. Some time had gone by when a maid had suggested she go and lay down. Thinking it would be best for the baby, she had moved to one of the over stuffed sofa's, laid down and instantly fallen asleep. When she had woken up, his body was gone. She didn't even want to know. She had gone to their room, packed her things and left the castle that night. Not once had she gone back.
The hot water was boiling as she relived that day. Making her self some tea, she put the pot, her mug and a plate of crackers on the tray. Carrying it back upstairs, she placed the tray on the night stand and crawled back in bed. Propping her self up, she reached for her mug, sipped her tea and rested her hand on her stomach. Soon she would give birth and knew that she would have to pull it together but for right now, she wanted to be left alone.