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Post by jaysoncesta on May 5, 2004 20:31:48 GMT -5
Gelina? ::he repeated:: what a beautiful name ::he smiled:: my name is Jayson... ::he bowed to her again and slowly rose he could feel her trying to read him but indeed he couldnt make it easier for her as she did for him because his thoughts and feelings were way too scattered for even himself to put together. she would just have to take her time and answers would come to her eventually::where do you hale from gelina?
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Post by LadyGelinaGrey on May 6, 2004 11:29:48 GMT -5
::his unstable thoughts wracked her mind and she shook her head a bit to clear it. no, this wasn't going to be easy. but she wanted to help him. it was almost as if he needed her somehow. looking up at him she smiled hearing his name, reaching up to brush some hair from her eyes then began what would probably turn into a lengthy conversation:: I was born in Ireland. In the Kingdom of Tara. I left there as a child. I made my home here at GoldenMyst about 8 years ago. ::she really didn't want to go into detail about her parents. the memories still hurt after all this time. finding out that the person she thought carried out the murderous deed wasn't the one who did it, just made it weigh even more on her mind now not knowing at all. she took a deep breath to relax her tension from the memories then looked at him again:: And you Jayson?...what brings you to GoldenMyst? ::it was simple, straight forward, as it wasn't like her to beat around the bush and make small talk::
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Post by jaysoncesta on May 7, 2004 21:50:59 GMT -5
::he smiled sencing she wasnt going to tell her whole life story because it was painful and his own story was indeed like hers:: i came from the Valley Of Ashes im afraid I can't tell you in what country because i don't remember. i left at a young age for a reason i am not ready to share yet, to train with the high mages and 15 years after that i came upon Autumn Magick School, but once that fell a friend told me to come to goldenmyst.:: he indeed traveled alot:: i travel to look for two things i want in my life friends, and true love.. ::indeed the last one was interesting he then looked into her eyes with his showing indeed some emotion but it was hard to make out::
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Post by LadyGelinaGrey on May 8, 2004 7:17:52 GMT -5
::having been leaning on the doorway listening to him she smiled, then slipped past him into the hallway and held out her hand:: Walk with me... ::she would lead him down the long winding halls of the second floor as they talked:: Sounds like you were quite busy before you came upon our kingdom. I can assure you that you will find many friends here in GoldenMyst, and maybe even love. ::the first thought that went through her mind was, "love is an illusion". she had been so shattered by it more than once that she simply considered it that. an illusion. if she thought for one moment that love was possible for her, she wouldn't bury herself in the library all the time. and that is where they ended up after decending down a steep winding staircase, lit with only one torch at the top that cast it's light down the steps, but not quite making it to the bottom. she led him down then pushed through the door into the library. she was sure that he didn't know that there was a back way in here and she smiled a bit to herself, then looked up at him:: So I take it you are planning on staying here a while then? ::unaware that she still had his hand in hers::
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Post by jaysoncesta on May 9, 2004 14:43:37 GMT -5
::he smiled as she walked past him and when she offered her hand to him he placed his pale hand into hers without hesitation and slowly followed her down the halls and the staircase then into the library he looked around his violet hues fasinated with all the books he then looked to her and answered her question:: yes i plan on staying for a while to take a break from traveling so much. i havent gotten a lot of sleep and it worries my friends, but there are reasons why i dont sleep :: the reason mainly was the dreams he was having some similar to the one he had tonight, but he didnt tell her he was afraid she would find it a foolish reason. his violet hues then looked at thier hands which were still held together his pale face had a slight tint of red:: umm...
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Post by LadyGelinaGrey on May 9, 2004 23:24:11 GMT -5
::Looking down at their hands, she realized she hadn't let go and she moved to pull it back as she looked up at him again, feeling as though there was something he wasn't telling her. canting her head, she reaches up with her other hand and gently places it on his cheek, her voice barely above a whisper:: What is it? ..What are you keeping so deeply hidden? :: she knew it was a bold question. she wasn't normally one to pry, but this was different, there was some sort of a connection here and she didn't want to loose that. she knew that whatever it was, it was tearing him up inside. she felt it when she was watching him under the tree, and she could feel it now. looking into his eyes she caught a glimpse of something that she didn't think possible in this man...fear. but of what?::
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Post by jaysoncesta on May 10, 2004 18:09:57 GMT -5
::tears came to his violet eyes as he felt her warm hand on his cheek he then placed his pale hand on top of hers as he looked at her as the tears released roll ing down his smooth pale skin he sighed deeply. he was differant from most men he would so his fear no knows why he would show it maybe it was a cry for help only a special someone could hear:: its the dreams... they keep me from sleeping ::his voice was soft, but broken up. for the first time someone perhaps heard his cry:: im sorry i didn't mean to cry:: he then wiped the tears from his eyes with his free hand. his other hand still on top of hers::
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Post by LadyGelinaGrey on May 10, 2004 21:28:30 GMT -5
::tears welded in her emerald hues as she looked up at him listening to his words. dreams...nightmares. oh how she knew about them all to well. sleepless nights and empty days. her thumb that rested on his face moved slightly to catch a tear that ran down his cheek and she took a step closer to him, again her voice soft so as to comfort him:: I understand more than you know...let me help you... ::not that she was sure she knew how...just that she knew she had too, as if something was telling her it was the right thing to do. if it was a cry for help, then she was the one that was answering::
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Post by jaysoncesta on May 12, 2004 18:09:22 GMT -5
::he would then nod slowly as tears still rolled down his cheeks he felt more trust in her than anyone he ever meet maybe it was because she showed similar feelings like his own his voice still soft his eyes never leaving hers as he spoke:: i feel that you can help me, more than anyone i have meet.. ::his hand that was on hers slid off and hanged to his side then a burst of emotion from his heart, which was fadibg from existance all his life came back as he wrapped his arms around lina giving her a warm hug he indeed never hugged anyone until now::
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Post by LadyGelinaGrey on May 14, 2004 16:43:52 GMT -5
::a little caught off guard by the hug, she tensed up, but then relaxed in his arms and returned the hug. being this close to him she could fully feel the turmoil that ran rampid through his body and mind. suddenly she felt safe, secure, like nothing could ever hurt her. oh there were others that made her feel safe, but not like this. this was different. she felt safe in the aspect of her emotions. there was a sort of unspoken trust here that she didn't understand. she was calm, and utterly content within the confines of Jayson's arms. but why? what could this mean? she would continue to question that until she got an answer from somewhere. as that fear of getting hurt all over again began to fade, something inside her snapped and snatched it back again. the last thing she needed was another broken heart::
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