Post by Lady Desari on Feb 11, 2004 14:17:10 GMT -5
Ok to say the least I am now thoroughly pissed...I may not be around that much because I am working two jobs but never doubt I pretty much know everything that goes on...Not only from my sister but also from others that I have deemed friends...
First I am not happy with the DM that happened last night...This whole thing has gotten or did get out of control...Caelum again did what he felt he needed to do...And now POOF...Two chars are dead...Sad sad sad...
Second and let me tell you all this right now that this is all OOC...I am getting really tired of the way people are acting OOC...And the way others are treated OOC...If someone wishes not to RP with someone guess what? It is there choice...It is their puter...Their AOL account...There are people that I REFUSE to play with...I don't care if their char is a fricken god in another kingdom...It is my right...I sick to f**king death of the god damn whining everyone seems to be doing...Again I feel like we are right back to where we were a few months ago...Lets drag every ounce of drama in GM and toss it around...Ya know what? I am sick of my sister catching it...I am sick of me catching it...I am sick of my friends catching it...My sister got hell last night cause she refused to RP with someone...Will someone tell me what the hell that is all about? Last I looked again it was her choice and her puter...That my friends is bull...There are muns I refuse to RP with...Am I going to catch hell? Prolly...This use to be fun for me...A way to escape into something I had become good at...Now it holds nothing special for me...Now I know a lot of you are prolly wondering if it holds no appeal for me why am I still here...Because I refuse to give up...I am always the one who still looks for the good in everything...That I think will be my down fall one day...I have busted my ass for what my char has and simply refuse to give up...But that does not mean I will tolerate ANYONE telling me how to play my char and what I can and can not do as a mun...MY AOL...When someone else pays for it they can tell me what to do but until that happens I will say and do what ever the hell I want...Not only OOC but IC as well...I am entitled to my thoughts and so is Desari...It is called free will...Am I rambling? Yes...Do I care? No...This has become so much crap that my sister is thinking of canceling her AOL...I look at all the work she has put into everything and I swear I want to cry...People think she is "undeserving" of what she has...Yes she has left and come back...So have others...Yes she is hot tempered...So are others...Yet I don't see them getting their asses handed to them...Oh I am sure mine will be handed to me after this...And ya know what? Go for it...That which does not kill me will make me stronger...I am sick and tired of people wanting it there way...Guess what this is not Burger King...The rules are simple...But everyone seems to feel the need to make them difficult...Why? I agree with my sister...No one will ever listen to Nicho, Lina and Desari...Everyone will always want it their way...I remember all the crap that Desari got when she banished Staver...But no one seems to remember the reasons he was banished...They were good ones and guess what? She refused to give in and so did Nicho...Despite what others thought...Everyone built the bridge and got over it...
So in closing that is my advice...Build the bridge and get over it...Let it go and just RP...Relax...It is just a game...
::takes her own advice and scampers off::
First I am not happy with the DM that happened last night...This whole thing has gotten or did get out of control...Caelum again did what he felt he needed to do...And now POOF...Two chars are dead...Sad sad sad...
Second and let me tell you all this right now that this is all OOC...I am getting really tired of the way people are acting OOC...And the way others are treated OOC...If someone wishes not to RP with someone guess what? It is there choice...It is their puter...Their AOL account...There are people that I REFUSE to play with...I don't care if their char is a fricken god in another kingdom...It is my right...I sick to f**king death of the god damn whining everyone seems to be doing...Again I feel like we are right back to where we were a few months ago...Lets drag every ounce of drama in GM and toss it around...Ya know what? I am sick of my sister catching it...I am sick of me catching it...I am sick of my friends catching it...My sister got hell last night cause she refused to RP with someone...Will someone tell me what the hell that is all about? Last I looked again it was her choice and her puter...That my friends is bull...There are muns I refuse to RP with...Am I going to catch hell? Prolly...This use to be fun for me...A way to escape into something I had become good at...Now it holds nothing special for me...Now I know a lot of you are prolly wondering if it holds no appeal for me why am I still here...Because I refuse to give up...I am always the one who still looks for the good in everything...That I think will be my down fall one day...I have busted my ass for what my char has and simply refuse to give up...But that does not mean I will tolerate ANYONE telling me how to play my char and what I can and can not do as a mun...MY AOL...When someone else pays for it they can tell me what to do but until that happens I will say and do what ever the hell I want...Not only OOC but IC as well...I am entitled to my thoughts and so is Desari...It is called free will...Am I rambling? Yes...Do I care? No...This has become so much crap that my sister is thinking of canceling her AOL...I look at all the work she has put into everything and I swear I want to cry...People think she is "undeserving" of what she has...Yes she has left and come back...So have others...Yes she is hot tempered...So are others...Yet I don't see them getting their asses handed to them...Oh I am sure mine will be handed to me after this...And ya know what? Go for it...That which does not kill me will make me stronger...I am sick and tired of people wanting it there way...Guess what this is not Burger King...The rules are simple...But everyone seems to feel the need to make them difficult...Why? I agree with my sister...No one will ever listen to Nicho, Lina and Desari...Everyone will always want it their way...I remember all the crap that Desari got when she banished Staver...But no one seems to remember the reasons he was banished...They were good ones and guess what? She refused to give in and so did Nicho...Despite what others thought...Everyone built the bridge and got over it...
So in closing that is my advice...Build the bridge and get over it...Let it go and just RP...Relax...It is just a game...
::takes her own advice and scampers off::
